THE DRUG DOES WORK

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At Cambridge over the summer, many students were taking pills to help their concentration. Ed Cumming was among them ...

From INTELLIGENT LIFE Magazine, Autumn 2009

One evening this summer, in our final term at Cambridge, my roommate Katie threw a party. Our set was in a 17th-century attic, and its sloping ceilings framed a gorgeous view: a panorama taking in King’s College Chapel, the billiard-table lawns of the backs and the stately river. In that room you felt the mass of student life that had passed before you: even the doorframe had a musty glamour. Yet on this occasion I had no interest in joining the bright young things drinking vodka from coffee mugs. This wasn’t any virtue on my part. It was down to a drug: modafinil, an aid to concentration. I sat at my desk, head in an essay. I scarcely noticed the party until I looked up and saw it had finished. I had finished the essay too: 2,000 words in an hour and a half.

I was an ordinary student, but the drug let me feel intermittently extraordinary. Before, I would labour languidly over essays. Now, I would concentrate until they were done. I’m sure it improved my results. And I wasn’t alone: chemical cognitive enhancement is becom­ing part of student life.

Modafinil was never meant for people like me. It was invented to stop narcoleptics falling asleep, then adapted to let soldiers stay up all night. But gradually it was noticed that as well as increasing wakefulness, the drug imp­roved concentration. I first sought my own hit after realising that four or five of my friends were using it to help them revise. With finals looming, they wanted to boost their concentration and fight the urge to slack off. The modern student wages a constant battle against the forces of distraction, the flit from screen to screen. Though technologically literate, we find it hard to dwell on any idea for very long. My friends had found an antidote.

I jumped at the chance to join them. The drug wasn’t hard to get hold of. Though it is prescription-only in Britain and America, modafinil is readily available online under a range of pseudonyms: Modalert, Modapro, Provigil. One friend had set himself up as an unofficial dealer in concentration. He bought in bulk from India for $2-4 per 100mg pill, and sold them on at cost. With some  taking it daily, he found demand increasing all the time.

As one of his customers, having taken modafinil on and off for six weeks leading up to exams, I can say this much: it works. It makes you work better. When I took it, as long as  I was reasonably fresh, I felt my alertness gently elevated. There was no amphetamine euphoria or caffeine twitchiness, but a heightened wakefulness and an overwhelming desire to finish the task at hand. The effect usually lasted about six hours, from a dose of 100-200mg.

It was not all positive. Night brought a strange sensation. Although I felt wide awake, sleep came easily once I went to bed. This eerie process was a disconcerting reminder that despite a lot of research, nobody fully understands modafinil’s exact neurological mechanism, or its long-term side effects. But neither of these considerations ever cut much ice with students.

Although I did it more efficiently, my work didn’t get better. As a friend who was taking the drug every other day said: “It doesn’t make you a genius, just a bit more of a geek.” Aware that finals seek to reward the former, I chickened out of using it for the exams themselves. I didn’t want my decision-making compromised. My dealer agreed: “I don’t think many [took it for exams]. A lot of people thought they didn’t want to be that wired for exams, especially as it lasts so long.”

But some certainly did, just as others would have a cigarette or a coffee to kick-start the big day. This is the scariest aspect of the drug’s spread. Barbara Sahakian, a professor of clinical neuropsychology at Cambridge, has published extensively on modafinil. She said: “There’s an issue of coercion–students could feel pressured into taking it, even though some might think it was cheating. In competitive situations one wonders whether it should be banned, like in sports.”
Dr Tamara Follini, dean of students at Clare College, sees “a parallel with athletes” too. “It is a very dan­gerous trend. A student’s control over when concentration is being enhanced might be subject to error.”

Katie the roommate, a scientist, flatly refused to try it: “If everyone starts taking it, we’ll all go mad trying to maximise our brainpower. It’s dangerous. You should work with what you’ve got.” She got a first anyway. A Harvard student, quoted recently in the New Yorker, said it was the students with other pressures on their time who were the heaviest users, not those who were already top of the class. Maybe: with my limited chemical enhancement, I landed a 2.1.

Varsity estimates that 10% of Cambridge students have taken modafinil. My experience seconds that. It’s not about to go away, as it is available and effective. “I’m concerned people go for a quick fix rather than addressing their work-life balance,” Sahakian says. “We are accelerating into a 24/7 society where people work all the time because they can.”

 

(Ed Cumming is a writer based in London. His last piece for More Intelligent Life was about an evening of hip-hop karaoke.)

Autumn 2009  ISSUES & IDEAS  lifestyle   Subscribe to Intelligent Life and get powerful writing, provocative opinions and memorable photography delivered to your door every quarter

Comments

Respect


His words touched me deeply.

Inability to concentrate


Inability to concentrate might be the modern disease as this report says: http://www.onthemedia.org/transcripts/2009/08/14/02
If so, modafinil is the perfect medicine.

Kind of sad


That the study pressure is so high that students have to turn to concentration pills is kind of depressing in my opinion. Once you've gotten used to that kind of self medication the step is shorter to using other kind of substance.
So I reckon that everyone has to be aware and try to make this stop. Nice blog though, thanks.

Well...


If it works that good (and without any real side effects but the weird feeling when going to bed) I honestly can't see any reason not to take it.

Provigil/Modapro-ADHD


I am ADHD and have been taking 200mg of Provil a day for 5 years. I do not take it on days that I do not need to focus as much, usually on the weekends. It is much better than standard ADHD medication, such as Ritalin. It lasts all day and there is no crash when it wears off. Unfortunately, company insurance will no longer cover the Rx unless it is used for narcolepsy. I am going to try Modapro. Does anyone have a comparison of the two perscriptions? Feedback please!

Only time will tell


It does work to improve concentration, this much is true. It also helps to stay awake. But it is definitely a type of drug, one which seems to fuel an otherwise latent obsession for whatever it is an individual wants to achieve. It is a somewhat monstrous obsession, if you ask me. I too sometimes use it to do my work for school and to be honest I'm not sure it makes my grades any higher, either. It is a fantastic remedy for procrastination, and when it comes to doing anything mechanical like revision it works like a charm. In so far as creativity is concerned, however, I find it significantly lessens my potential for imaginative, intuitive work. So, on days when I actually need to think and plan and visualize, I don't use it. Whereas when it comes to the laborious task of writing, I often do. Still, I'm wary about this drug and others like it. There's simply no way to know for sure what's taking place at the neurological level of the brain, what kind of damage is being done, how much of it is irreparable, etc etc. Ultimately once I'm out of college I plan to teach myself some new study habits in preparation for grad school. This honestly isn't how I want to achieve success. In a way it does sort of feel like cheating. And when I ask myself whether or not it's worth it, more and more these days I've become convinced it's not. The problem may be one of values. Who knows? This is all very personal, no doubt. Others are more than likely to have different experiences. To each his/her own, as they say.

Strange days


It does indeed work to improve concentration - this much is true. It also helps to stay awake. But it is definitely a type of drug, one which seems to fuel an otherwise latent neurotic obsessiveness for whatever it is an individual wants to achieve. It is a somewhat monstrous obsession, if you ask me. I too sometimes use it to do my work for school and to be honest I'm not sure it makes my grades any higher, either. It is a fantastic remedy for procrastination, and when it comes to doing anything mechanical like revision it works like a charm. In so far as creativity is concerned, however, I find it significantly lessens my potential to do imaginative, intuitive work. So, on days when I actually need to think and plan and visualize, I don't use it. Whereas when it comes to the laborious task of writing, I often do. Still, I'm wary about this drug and others like it. There's simply no way to know for sure what's taking place at the neurological level of the brain, what kind of damage is being done, how much of it is irreparable, etc etc. Ultimately once I'm out of college I plan to teach myself some new study habits in preparation for grad school. The current method honestly isn't how I want to achieve success. In way it sort of does feel like cheating. And when I ask myself whether or not it's worth it, more and more these days I've become convinced it's not. The problem may be one of values. Then again, this is only my experience. No doubt others have an altogether different one. To each his/her own, as they say.

I am ADHD and have been


I am ADHD and have been taking 200mg of Provil a day for 5 years. I do not take it on days that I do not need to focus as much, usually on the weekends. It is much better than standard ADHD medication, such as Ritalin. It lasts all day and there is no crash when it wears off. Unfortunately, company insurance will no longer cover the Rx unless it is used for narcolepsy. I am going to try Modapro. Does anyone have a comparison of the two perscriptions? Feedback please!

If so, modafinil is the


If so, modafinil is the perfect medicine.

i need some


i need some

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